Do leave a comment :D

2011-05-08T22:40:00.001+08:00

i hate it when i cant make up my mind.

2011-04-30T17:04:00.004+08:00

1 after another, took parts by parts away,
my fragile heart can't take this kind of damage anymore,
its gonna close its gates once more,
till the day the RIGHT girl finally appears,
the ONE that will make my heart beats as if im alive once again

2011-04-24T15:38:00.001+08:00

Most girls say they want a "good guy", but when they meet him they keep him in the friend zone, chase after jerks & end up heartbroken.

2011-04-24T15:18:00.001+08:00

For her, he's the one. To him, she's just another one.

2011-04-18T15:54:00.001+08:00

disappointed with myself.
i really like challenges too much already.

2011-04-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

Chris taught me to love someone i love.

The Script taught me how to move on.

Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday.

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love.

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through.

Taylor Swift taught me not every girl is going to treat me right.

30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind.

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me.

Music taught me to live.

2011-04-08T23:05:00.001+08:00

is she seriously the type i wanted? really cant stop asking myself this question

2011-03-19T17:38:00.002+08:00

i disappear for so long already. sorry ppl.
exams, camps, now im really sick and tired.
but to me, you know whats the worse thing im facing now? i fallen in love again.
seriously. wa i dunno what to say also honestly, maybe whatever im typing
doesnt make any sense as well. im so tired mentally and physically, worse now im so sick, and the self- mf gonna start soon. but i not gonna let history repeats itself this time. i learnt my lessons, i wont hurt any1 this time.

2011-03-12T14:02:00.001+08:00

Me liking you = Reality. You liking me = Fantasy. Me and you = Too good to be true.

2011-03-09T13:23:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-01T12:52:00.004+08:00

its the month of march. hope things gets better for everyone!
last month was Valentine's Month yet so many r/s and love problems. seeing friends r/s go haywire, broke ups happen, trust lost, love lost.
anyway we already hit march! so lets just throw away all those unwanted feelings and keep those happy moments in us. :)
and its 3 more days, till im officially NO MORE STUDYING! :D

2011-03-01T09:33:00.000+08:00

im trying to use my brain to squeeze the paper answers into my brain. oh god. zzz
wo nao dai zhen de yao bao zha le laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2011-02-27T21:03:00.001+08:00

I am not flirting... it's called having a conversation with the opposite sex. o_O

2011-02-27T10:14:00.000+08:00

this song sure brings back memories. :) not to mention the lyrics.

2011-02-26T18:58:00.001+08:00

for people thats too obsessed with a single person.
RT @EpicTweets_: There is 6,902,187,722 ppl in this word. And The only one i want is you ♥ LOL, JK IT'S ONLY BECAUSE I HAVENT MET THE OTHER 6,902,187,721 :P

2011-02-26T18:51:00.002+08:00

currently mugging for exams. NOT . watching Green Hornet with kah ho and nami in school. haha. no stress, for some reason. lifes.. great? ^^
anyway, good luck all ngee ann students for your exams! mug hard! :D

2011-02-25T23:44:00.004+08:00

2011-02-25T23:39:00.001+08:00

2011-02-24T18:30:00.002+08:00

"It's impossible." said pride. "It's risky." said experience. "It's pointless." said reason. "Give it a try." whispered the heart.

sometimes, need to tell heart to stand aside and let mind take the lead. :)

2011-02-24T08:57:00.002+08:00

girls are scary, i will give you that.

2011-02-23T17:22:00.001+08:00

E.P.I.C

2011-02-23T11:59:00.001+08:00

2011-02-22T13:08:00.001+08:00

2011-02-22T11:27:00.001+08:00

2011-02-21T22:45:00.001+08:00

thanks al.

2011-02-21T08:43:00.002+08:00

2011-02-20T23:30:00.001+08:00

2011-02-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

next week is my hell week!

2011-02-20T00:38:00.002+08:00

2011-02-19T11:21:00.001+08:00

2011-02-19T09:35:00.002+08:00

not mine. but soon-to-be. :P

2011-02-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

2011-02-18T18:19:00.000+08:00

girls out there, anyone wanna be my friend? :)

2011-02-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

2011-02-17T18:29:00.001+08:00

2011-02-17T13:22:00.003+08:00

it actually feels good when you really start noticing theres alot of pretty and cute girls around you

2011-02-16T00:35:00.001+08:00

2011-02-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

"Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew."
From McFly - All About You

this sentence has been repeating itself between us.
seriously, girls sometimes can be real scary.

2011-02-15T20:41:00.001+08:00

2011-02-15T10:56:00.002+08:00

all right. i shall talk about my past few days kinda screwed up days.
last sat, replaced my taekwondo boss to represent him for dinner at yew tee zone 12 RC and sure its bad for me. the service sucks, the place is warm, fat aunties kio all food on table, and the activites is TOTALLY NOT MY GENERATION kind one.
sit them and wait for 3hours to fly pass~ heng got shuyi and rachel to entertain me. thanks :P
and yea, next year i wont be coming back, 2nd time alrdy.
and that afternoon, argued with ken walker. i really cannot stand their table manners for a moment, wanted to correct him, i guess the message isnt brought across.

last sun. went down for taekwondo training after 123456789 years. no la,5 years only. but still very long eh. spar till tired.
end up fought my friend, i kicked his head and he slamming kick my hand. there you go, 2 fingers badly sprained, currently hurts like mad. i act one zai never wear guards, is not i dont want bring, its i couldnt find. go there kena whack. ya dumb michael walker. you deserve this shit.
starting thought maybe thats not really a big issue, after went alex house bainian i cannot take it, the pain is like restricting me, went to bathe i bit my lips, want poke the straw into the packet drink and i dropped it, cant even open a container properly, end up jio my best pal alvin out acc me see docs.
there goes 40bucks. fml.
and heng its getting better, if not i gonna need an X=ray which gonna cost me another dunno how many bucks. fml.

mon, valentine's day, valentine indeed la hor. another fucking knn screwed up day. and until now my fingers still hurts.
can't run, can't gym. i feel so pissed at myself can. instructor that doesn't know how to even guard himself properly yet can teach his students how to defend.
what a dumb coach, yea i know.
valentine's day, honestly speaking, i dont even celebrate this day.
simple, either i never bother to date any1 out, if not is the relationship ended before that day event happen. to be honestly speaking, to me, as long as you are with your gf spending precious moments together, everyday is a valentine's day. why must wait till valentine's day to treat your girl exceptionally well? oh well im just saying, although i dont even have one.

okay, hand hurts in the morning, so i went to join the gang for runch in the afternoon. then meet the prettyboy cause he havent ate lunch and talked quite abit. well as usual, girls are common topic. :P
after that went to find the rest at studio 27 and played ps3. haha had alot of funny moments playing Top Spin. enjoyable :)
head over to woodlands to meet Alvin as the Walkers are SUPPOSE to meet up. ecegangstar all going bugis eat laksa steamboat but i also cannot eat, so decide meet them instead. Alvin left his Cartman gathering as well to meet Walkers.
end up only we both turned up. guess how pissed we are? we keep cursing and swearing like nobody business cause the day's plans were ruined.
just like that. we wander around here and there , walked him back to his house, and we havent stopped scolding, its like seriously damn bek cek. we left our clique, never go date girls, and we got panseh.
the feeling, seriously cannot take it. we head over to plaza Jack's Place wanted to dine in for lunch, see-ing all the couples inside we also paiseh and head over to Streets instead.
run out of mango pudding and gave us 6 small slices of watermelon, we are like, wtf? makan place's 40cents watermelon also bigger then that 6slices added together. and finally, Alan Walker joined us, the most unexpected guy. hahaha we damn happy can. at least 3 ppl can do some shit together.
head over to arcade and played awhile come out and one indian wanted attempt suicide. im like, this is our Bloody Valentine? it just keep getting worse. but unfortunately that guy failed his attempt, pulled down by security.
get a life dude, the world is too beautiful out there for you to explore then just died like that. life is precious. you wont get a second chance. :)

3man team, fly over to suntec. talk alot of crap, end up we are in the arcade trying to waste time before heading to makan sutra. that scenery is really beautiful, really a great place to bring your gf there. but..we are like,whats with all the couples eating at makan sutra???? and its full house. took awhile to settle down and eat like no tomorrow like that. self entertained each other.
me and alvin got alot of stares. all ages also got. they all like its either never see guys dress up before or simply just lonely? O_O
and the funny fact is, even those couples, the girlfriends also keep looking at us. then we start liao, we purposely go stare at couples see the girls will look at us or not and yea, they did, at least twice. and alvin told me if i offended someone, im like what?

a guy was looking at me, but too bad im busy looking at other girls hahaha. if he really want to get nasty at valentine's day then i also wont pull any punches.
i didnt even stare at their tables of girls. is they look at us dude. who the hell ask you go insist of hugging that particular girl and ignore the other one. joke.

we walked around town in circles, finding toilets, slack at riverside, ease our mind abit, trying to get cabs on road, ended up took bus home but i came out and meet alvin and slacked all the way till 5.30am then reached home.

what a day i guess?

2011-02-15T10:38:00.000+08:00

2011-02-15T10:33:00.001+08:00

this.is.funny.hahaha!

2011-02-14T09:41:00.000+08:00

yea. im one of the dumb people. fuck my life. eh no, fuck myself for being dumb.

2011-02-14T09:26:00.000+08:00

2011-02-13T00:33:00.001+08:00

2011-02-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

hmm girls, how true is this?

2011-02-11T07:47:00.001+08:00

eraser eraser eraser eraser eraser eraser eraser eraser eraser eraser eraser eraser
I NEED YOU PLEASE

2011-02-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

finish watching another episode on Xia Yi Zhang Xin Fu on tv.
i think im too sentimental. really. its so sad. zz furthermore everytime watching the show reminds me of the hurt i did to her. like seriously. dont mention about me liking her, even if to a good friend, the hurt is overboard already. its a damn good lesson to learn to never did that to anyone.

talked with my bros nowadays, both told me they are actually to the extend of sick of this relationships and sick of the things girls usually do for them, cause they already know what they gonna do, like what they gonna give them or stuff.. but in my opinion, they just haven't really met someone challenging or rather, a girl, they will actually want to be there for them. i sure found mine and i screwed it up.

to be very honest, this is what u call Accidentally in Love.i never meant to like her and i really have never felt such strong feelings to the extend that, i want to be there for her. sigh. i dont know whats going on in her mind, but i honestly , i still think i will never stand a chance. she gave me the i-dont-want-to-see-you-feeling . i really need a solution to end this.
time is the cure for me, but currently, is poisoning me, day by day.

2011-02-10T14:05:00.001+08:00

Hanging By A Moment - Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you

2011-02-10T11:38:00.002+08:00

2011-02-09T15:02:00.000+08:00

<3
i wonder if someday a girl like her can pop by my life. :)

2011-02-08T22:14:00.001+08:00

2011-02-07T23:11:00.001+08:00

I have always longed for this.. i wonder if anyone doesnt? :)

2011-02-07T23:09:00.001+08:00

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2011-02-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

2011-02-02T12:27:00.005+08:00

its new years eve! happy new years eve everyone! haha! sorry but this gonna be the last emo post i gonna write, about her i guess.
listening to Do You Remember - Jay Sean. the lyrics, so true. song, so nice.
so many people asked me to move on already, yet this time, im holding on.
i really dont wanna let go, cause, i have never felt this feeling this strong for a girl before. but it seems to me, you want to maintain this silence between us..
after today, i wont be really thinking so much into this already. my bros bond grew stronger, fyp supervisors started helping me with fyp. left you only, i guess things will change for the better for me soon!
even as a friend, i wanna tell you, i have never stop loving you, till now. i talk about giving up, talk about moving on, talk about give up on hope. its all bullshit.
so.. i wish you all the best. may you find your true love soon. :)

happy cny eve guys! just received my first angbao from parents <3

2011-02-01T22:16:00.001+08:00

2011-02-01T06:17:00.002+08:00

even until now, i still dont even know if you even visit my blog.
even until now, i still thinking if you really know why i said those words.
its because of a picture, that you took with him, his hands around your waist that actually cause me to misunderstood. but now i know better, its common among close friends.sorry to say, engineering guys dont really initiate physical contact,thats why i made this mistake.
just so you know, i really miss you, and i really wonder, if we ever gonna talk again.

2011-01-31T21:37:00.002+08:00

thanks alvin, i know you meant well.. but i choose to hold on and let it fade away slowly instead.. :)

2011-01-31T15:05:00.001+08:00

2011-01-30T22:27:00.003+08:00

Perfect-Hedley.

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

2011-01-29T23:15:00.005+08:00

i waited patiently to see if you will reply. but i guess, maybe thats it for me.
i become what i am today due to my own faults.. time to move on, although my feelings for you will still be around. need to set my focus on completing my fyp now. nothing but chiong fyp. afterall i still want to make it to help out both ECE FOCs and NPSU FOC.

my friend share with me this story.. and it was damn true.

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there.

The next time you get angry with someone and are about to speak, ask yourself if there was a way to say what you want to say with neutral words. Often the habit of reacting angrily is just that - a habit you learned when you were young and haven´t questioned since. You might have become blind to the effect it has on your life.

It is really so that the world reflects back your own attitude. If you constantly wonder why people are angry at you, perhaps it is you who treated them with anger first? Listen to the words and tone of voice you use. And try, really try to speak neutrally to someone who are angry with. If you know it will be difficult, write the words down first. Rehearse it in your mind. Decide on a prize you will give to yourself if you succeed.

Teach your mind intentionally to use respectful words. And you just might find that life begins to feel a lot nicer - because people aren´t angry at you anymore.

and i sure learnt this the hard way, i hurt alot of people. and worst i hurt the one i in love and my bros also. i really apologize, and i will try my best to make up to you. as for her.. i guess all i can do now is i can only hope you can be happy..

2011-01-28T19:26:00.000+08:00

if i had a second chance, i swear i will never make you frown again.

2011-01-28T15:34:00.001+08:00

2011-01-28T08:38:00.002+08:00

looks like i fail. ok. time to restart. bye past. future im coming~~ :D

2011-01-28T00:07:00.003+08:00

all i wanted now, is to put that smile back on you. im so sorry i even wrote such stuff. i grew out of fantasy already. all i hoping now, is just we can go back the days i made you smile. i dont really care about feelings now, just wanted you to keep smiling, im sorry i broke that promise to you. i said as long as it will make you smile, i will try to do it. apparantly i did the opposite..
i dont really have much hope but.. first, i guess.. i need get past the "friends" barrier.. its a miracle if broken hearts can mend.

2011-01-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

this is the second time i actually cried when i hit poly.
first time i cried during previous ECE FOC, i was the DH and saw all the GLs grown and made the camp so successful, every1 cried.
this time i cried, cause i gonna miss my fyp roommates. they are a bunch of awesome people, we laughed,get pissed off,had breakfast,discriminate, everything we did together and we had alot of fun. im happy for them as they all finally cleared fyp,
but i gonna miss them all.. really.. wait for me ppl, we shall cleared this fyp together.. :)

2011-01-27T15:10:00.001+08:00

im going through hell this week. nothing, i meant NOTHING has been going through
smoothly. stuff just came one after another. tomorrow aint gonna be any better.
stuck in my god damn fyp room with only my groupmates.
take that michael walker, you might be staying back for 5weeks after exam. great?

2011-01-27T10:04:00.004+08:00

thanks arh supervisors. really. putting us on Examiner Review. well done.
looks like kah ho found himself a bro for company.

really fuck this shit. i have luck in everything except fyp and love.
its so damn true can?!

2011-01-26T22:16:00.003+08:00

watching Xia Yi Zhang De Xin Fu on chn u, saw Liang MuCheng crying,
the show its so sad and touching. not to mention, it reminded me of her again.
she and mucheng looks so alike.
that guy, is being a jerk to her now, but he doesnt admit he still love her. kinda sad isnt it.
now i think, im nowhere better. im an asshole that hurt her badly. these two days really got me reflecting on myself, every min i just cant stop feeling guilty for what i have done. i know she will not forgive me this time round, but i really wanted to went up to her and just apologize for hurting her so bad. but, i really cant bring myself to face her now. i just keep hoping she wont bump into me, as it cfmed remind her of all those harsh words i said.
you know whats the worst thing now? im still in love with her, really FML.
god, please give me directions.. :(

2011-01-26T13:18:00.001+08:00

"It starts off texting all the time, making each other smile. Staying up late just havin fun. But its all the same.U end up w/ a broken heart"

2011-01-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

im starting to regret, not regret because i actually done it, regret because
i actually force myself to hurt you.
i will never forgive myself. As long as im alive and kicking, i shall keep repeating this painful memory in my mind to serves as a lesson to never do that to anyone i loved again.

2011-01-25T07:55:00.001+08:00

"I chose and my world was shaken. So what? The choice may have been mistaken; the choosing was not. You have to move on."
~ Stephen Sondheim

2011-01-25T07:48:00.001+08:00

"Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

2011-01-24T14:33:00.004+08:00

there are several possible reasons when she flare up like that:
1) She is really a bitch
2) She's probably disappointed in something
3) Think that there's a miscommunication somewhere

i guess i hit 2) and 3)?
this is a last post, meant for you. well, i seen you when you are down,
seen you when you are upset,seen you when you are hurt, seen you where you smiled.
and this time, seen you when you are angry. and all this emotions, all happened because of me. and it looks like i overdid it this time. i had wanted to convince myself of something, im not really surprise you got angry, but definitely not blow up to this extend. looks like i just joined your "Hate" list.
still remember first time i said wrong stuff, i felt so guilty, apologizes and you told me the story of Robert the Bruce.
2nd time, i broke down cause you say me and her are together, and in the end, i hurt you again. i tried my best to try bring back that smile once more and i succeeded.
this time, you totally blow up. and nothing i can do now. well, i really wanted to find out your reaction. and thats what happen, when a tornado meets a volcano.
oh well.

you told me "its not farewell, its so sad to lose a friend just like that", but this times, its farewell. goodbye princess, i will miss your smile.

in case you are wondering why i said all those words, a picture tells a thousand words.

2011-01-24T08:30:00.001+08:00

you know what i hate the most?lies. thanks, you hurt me real bad this time.

2011-01-23T10:26:00.001+08:00

okay this poem was quite exaggerating but.. dont you find it very nice?

2011-01-23T00:20:00.001+08:00

if only you feel the same way i feel for you.

2011-01-15T20:45:00.003+08:00

today is a.. happy day? haha. i had fun with my tkd friends during grading but trust me the examiner, TP national coach is seriously a bitch. u see before Deputy Head(2nd highest authority on the day) cum Commander go become a sparring helper? yes i did it.
me and 2 more friends keep taking out and switching guards cause he wants us to go spar with the poom belt. and yea, i 3 years never spar, and my new GI(taekwondo uniform) i haven adapt to it and my kicks was limited. my senior suan me -.- i think i still spar okay eh, if the stupid new pants never limit me i confirm can hit his face.

oh and my new GI, its Adidas, just that no logo. that freaking logo cost 100bucks, i got my ADIDAS Gi at 130$ where original price is 250$! haha! i bought CHAMP brand but it come out as ADIDAS, all my kakis lika envious only. compare here and there. ^^
really joked alot. i was feeling quite sian cause i cant join my bros at sumin house :\ reached home and saw this comment..
"michael walker taught me to smile because he says my smile is beautiful and someone is in love with my smile. :)"
all along i thought our friendship is gone suddenly she post something like that and it really made me smile. i now likka happy kid only ^^

2011-01-14T08:31:00.001+08:00

Lady Gaga taught me its ok to be different

Ke$ha taught me to be myself and not care what anyone else thinks

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for the person i love

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through

Travis taught me how to be generous..

Taylor Swift taught me not every guy/girl is going to treat you right

Micheal Jackson taught me to always love the people around me

Music is life.

i did almost all of the above.
-Taylor Swift taught me not every guy/girl is going to treat you right
i sure learnt my lesson.
-Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for the person i love
The next person i will do this for is my wife.

2011-01-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

Nice Lines : "Hurt Me with the Truth but, Never Comfort Me with a Lie"

2011-01-13T18:25:00.001+08:00

i seriously dont get how the hell am i still in love with you.

2011-01-12T18:36:00.001+08:00

2011-01-10T14:03:00.001+08:00

Where Are You Now-Honor Society.
its a really nice song. :)

To my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends
Don´t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how,
how to live like I do
If it wasnt for you
I would never be who I am.

And I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But thats just how it goes,
People change,
But I know
I wont forget you

- guitar solo -

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
and took a piece of my heart
To the few who´d swear
I´d never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn´t for you
I´d be nothing
Where are you now?

2011-01-08T08:37:00.001+08:00

When ur important to him, He'll always find a way to make time for u. No excuses,No lies & No broken promises.

Thats why guys are crazy, when they are in love.

2011-01-06T16:02:00.001+08:00

my new year's so happening. i guess i just lost someone again.

2011-01-01T16:39:00.004+08:00

im home!. damn tired. new year countdown was awesome! had to juggle between two cliques
though. met ece clique then went to meet the walkers before leavin to countdown with
my awesome ece clique again :) i was really really frantic. basically i cabbed to
marina square, but road block here and there, so alighted at raffles place and walk my way there. upon reaching there.... its OH.MY.GOD. i at least a thousand ppl there?
and whats the best thing? i had to find my clique among these ppl! i am like totally racing against time. its the worst manhunt ever. i squeeze through here and there, trying to reach them but network busy like mad. the only clue i had was at starbucks, then towards the right side. gg. i bet with you there are at least 200ppl on the right, and the time on my watch was counting down to 2011. i walk back and forth,back and forth,keep hoping to find them, i really feel like crying inside alrdy sia, thought i gonna jus spend my countdown alone, but i keep like praying to god pls let me find them, give me a clue, a feeling, just give me anything! and soon they appeared in my sight, u cant believe how happy i am to found them. gosh. thats the epic part for my 2011. oh and the fireworks are really beautiful :) i can imagine if u and ur gf alone watching it together, its damn romantic.okay,enough said.

hmm. resolution, havent really set. if u see my left side, gpa 3.5,napfa gold bla bla,all kinda failed. :( 3.5 is totally out of questions now, napfa gold i stil got chance. gotta start training soon! lest see if this year, is there anyone gonna ask me the same question... why you still haven get a gf?

New Year Resolution 2011
------------------------
1.Napfa Gold
2.Pes A
3.Catching up with all my bros..too many alrdy. graduating in 2 months?really gonna miss them all and i think i gonna cry all out.
4.GF? enough said about this. i really leave it to fate. come to think about it,
the girls i like all is really difficulty level :epic. its either their standards are too high, if not its i really dont know their type of guys. or i just dont understand them well enough.
5.Plan for future.. year3 ending alrdy. time really flies so fast. good or bad? :\

i guess thats all for now? :)
and happy new year every1!

2010-12-24T22:47:00.004+08:00

its christmas eve, 1hr + more to christmas.. last year was the first time
i celebrate christmas and tml i celebrating with my ece clique :D
looking forward to seeing them tml and watch Gulliver Travels~

christmas wish? i never really made one before. gonna make a wish nw for one thing..
i hope i can give my whole heart and love to a girl that will treasure it.
not sure if i found her, not sure if shes still out there, 3yrs+ being single alrdy,
graduating in 2 more months? :\ well cant blame me for flirting around right.
haha! so santa, that shall be my wish for this christmas :)

2010-12-20T11:06:00.001+08:00

this song is sooo funny.hahaha

2010-12-19T12:48:00.000+08:00

saw this on a friend's blog. its really nice. :)

2010-12-18T15:55:00.001+08:00

i think, the word CC, keep revolving around my life. thanks ah vinodh and roy. nb.

2010-12-14T11:02:00.001+08:00

i need to forget about u

2010-12-10T23:51:00.001+08:00

okay my blog getting more and more emo shit. cause unwanted feelings are around.
CT is next week, gonna go into hardcore madness study mode alrdy.
good luck everyone :)

2010-12-10T11:30:00.000+08:00

can i just tell u im in love with u? :\

i wish i can drop these feelings

2010-12-09T09:37:00.001+08:00

"u sound as if you are in love"

yup.i am. :)

2010-12-06T14:47:00.001+08:00

THE WORD HELLO MEANS::
H= How are you::
E=Every thing all right?::
L= Like to hear from you::
L=Love to see you soon::
O= Obviously I miss you